what i call 'hard work"

brandon roy
guard
portland trailblazers

i choose not to talk about allen iverson coz i dont know his shooting training regime

back to roy

as a shooting guard.. he shoots a lot..
in the 09-10 regular season he averages 21.5 points per game
with 47.3% shooting
his field goal made to attempt is 491:1,038
he played 65 games this regular season
which means he shoots an average of 16.96 shots per game

but his training??
700 shots!! every training sessions!!

he only uses 2.28% of that attempts!!

do more.
now that's HARD WORK

jangan sengaja butakan mata

"ko pehal?? mcm tkde org lain ko nk tego!! aku gk kene.."

"sume pn pki cmni ape.."

ni la reply2 standard, blom tune lagi, yg korg akn dpt klu try nk betulkn org lain..
ni pn blom msk lg reply2 klu org yg ko tgo tu tau psl zmn jahiliah ko..
jenuh2~~

yg aku pelik tu.. tau bnde tu slh.. ok fine yg bg kemampuan nk tgglkn of course Allah yg maha satu.. tp Allah suro kite usehe.. tk tau la korg nye pendapat.. tp klu ko tgh couple, ko still pgg tgn.. tu usehe ke?? blom pn suro break lagi..

ni giliran reply yg kedue tu plk..
sdgkn dr nabi adam, sampai manusie terakhir pn Allah bole kumpulkn kt padang masyar tu.. ape ko pikir Allah tk mampu nk sumbat sume masuk nerake??

ko ckp mcm nerake bole penuh je.. "sume pki cmni" ko ckp cmtu mase allah tanye..
ni bkn SPM la graf bole turun..

aku tk sangkal yg hidayah tu milik mutlak Allah..
hati kite pn Die yg pegang..

tp hidayah tu kne mintak..
bab ni aku sure sume bwt.. bab doa2 ni sume tip top

tp bile org tgo tu bkn hidayah??
yg tu gi tolak knp?? ko dh mintk pastu tolak.. pekil2 je..

fine, aku tgo care salah.. tu salah aku.. salah ko plk?
tu pn kne fikir gk.. tp ko ckp plk "slh aku ak tau la"

tau pulak.. haih~~

tau tp tk usehe menjauhi..

aku ckp USEHE.. bkn TGGLKN..

aku fhm rmi bwt.. aku tau ssh nk tgglkn.. tp still kne USEHE.. sbb hidup ni pn bkn milik kite..

HARD WORK!!!!!

i aint holding back this time

i'm angry, frustrated, and all the negative feeling u can think of.

to be honest.. i'm happy when my friends' relationship went wrong.
wanna know y? coz for an extended period they will stop doing all those lovey dovey stuff, thus stop putting in deposit in their sin account..

i'm also happy when they said they had enough of it and won't be doing it anymore due to the frustration: the only time i actually appreciate frustration. ironic.

but unfortunately, all those buggers get back to it in a few months time. their happy. for sure they r. but hell i'm not. look at what u just said!! 'had enough' soooo f***ing true man. -i said i aint holding back

y is it so so damn hard to hold on to ur own words man.. u said u're trying.. i aint seeing any results. i aint listening to the 'u dont know everything' excuse anymore.
u said it aint fair, but i dint ask u to become 'aishah' overnight!!
what i expect to see is constant improvement, i understand there will be slip up.

but u r asking me to tolerate the same slip up, the one that i've talk to u about, n u promised me to work on it. but nothing seems to chance!! what the hell?!!

what is wrong with u?!!
what does u want?!!

what i wanna do is give up on u.
coz u doesnt seem to need me around.. what i said doesnt change u.

i talked to u about those picture..
u said thats old.. i accepted it..
then ur new ones still a brows raiser..
dont u listen??!!

tell me which parents wont raise their brows seeing that???
yours??
his??
hers??

i can 'really' comprehend that the attention u get and the approval from the comments is far, far more important than ur promise.. sure does..

i had enough with u.. u frustrates me..

p/s: but it wont be fair to give up. thus conflicting emotions inside me

when ur fastest is just not fast enough

u set ur mind..
u trained hard..
u learned..
u pushed..

the time comes.

on ur mark:
u settle yourself on the block..

get set:
u press on the block..

pow!!
u lift..
u lean forward.. head down..
10 small steps.. 10 metres
chest up.. lift.. drive.. 50 metres..
head up.. lift.. lift..
finish line in sight..
push!!
the final dip..

then u hear someone says: its not quick enough..

u look around.. no one look at u in the eyes..
all with either their head down or hands on their faces..
frustration written all over..
u can almost taste their frustration from the air u breath..
then they come to u and said: never mind, u did ur best..

but that does not take away the frustration from their face does it??

it taste everything but great to disappoint the one u love..
really..

cerite pasal kaki kiri..

jangan sesekali kite pndng rendah kaki kiri orang..
walau pun dh 100 kali die miss ngn kaki kiri die..
sbb shot yg ke 101 tkde kene mengene...
rezeki shot tu dh tertulis..

dr kewujudan kaki kiri tu dh kire rezeki..
kenen ke tk..gol ke tk.. apetah lagi kn..

so knp la nk tkot sgt nnk hayun kaki kiri tu..

ak tulis ni bkn la nk ckp kaki kiri aku gempak..
ade gk sepak tk kene kn..

tp aku bersyukur allah izinkn aku hayun..
dn pernah gk la score pki kaki kiri..

bg aku tu tande kesyukurn aku la..
klu gol aku celebrate.. pandang langit sambil bersyukur..
klu tk ak tutup muke.. n still pandang langit..
mintk kekuatan supaye brani cube lagi..

so.. akhir kate.. bak kate ronaldo..
dont just rely on one foot. work on the other..

when u r stretched

its very hard.. when u no longer have a star to depend on
when u suddenly have to be the star..
being a star is easy.. doing what stars do is not..

especially when u see ur predecessor was defeated.. u start to ask urself..
'am i good enough for that?'

u decide to step up.. in other words u choose to battle..
is tiring when u feel like u r the only one who's fighting..
when others just walk around with smiles..
makes u ask urself another question 'am i doing the right thing?'

indeed u r..

just keep pushing!!

just take this as an injury during training..
or a hard foul..

remember.. 'they ' cant handle u!! that's y 'they' foul u.

an absolute prove that u r getting better!!!

to do next:
-celebrate!!
-set new goals
-push hard.. again.. then harder!!

DONT GIVE UP COZ ALLAH AND RASULULLAH HATE QUITER!!

to what y'all call freedom (think again) [for girls]

i read one article that make me write this post..

http://iloveallaah.blogspot.com/2010/01/why-are-women-turning-to-islam.html

there's the like.. read it if u want to..

the freedom i want to talk about is the freedom to wear whatever u like..
i just want to say a few things and i want you girls to think about it..
whenever the question 'why so exposed?' is asked, the most common answer is: its warm.

you girls call it freedom, but think about it..

guys want to see it.. you girls show it.. i woundn't call that freedom..
guys in other sense force all of you to wear like that..

you girls really don't mind if a bunch of guys only talk about your asses??
i think y'all do.. everybody does..

i know.. 'hell! that the guys fault for talking about it. not ours'
that's in ur mind now right?

Allah have engineered his masterpiece(us, human), with a special connection between out eyes n our reproductive organs.. thats y He asked us to guard our visions..

i know that the guys have to do the guarding..
but do us some favour aite??
u girls win.. we guys win...
all of us will have some good deeds to help us at 'mahsyar'

think about it..