terrible

it feels terrible..
it feels like..
i'm flying..
its a dark night..
lost my bearing..
lost my altimeter..
lost my gyro..
without power..
without radio..
just doomed..

dont know what i should do
dont even know what i want to

just numb

when u can do what u want but u cant do nothing

very ironic right??
picture this..
u r piloting an aircraft,
moonless night.
instrument all gone wrong; speedometer, altimeter, gyro. all of them.
u can look but u see nothing
u can feel but in a sense u're numb
u can hear but u heard nothing

'when u can do what u want but u cant do nothing'
so, so lost

what r we fighting for??

what on earth r we fighting for??
we fight to say he's wrong when both could be right
we fight to say we're right when both could be wrong
we say god knows everything but we talk as if we're god
shoving people
shutting people
stump people
with quranic verse and sunnah
as if we know everything
but yet u said it out loud that only god knows everything
get my point about 'talking as if we're god'?
i wrote this to remind whoever wants to be reminded
as a checklist for whoever wants to check
not trying to be a captain ordering crews on deck
just trying to remind us to look back

now ask urself: what r we fighting for?

consistency

con.sist.en.cy: the state of always being the same in standard, form, behaviour etc*
taken from: the oxford dictionary of current english for malaysian students

i'm writing about consistency within human.
who on the face of planet earth does not like this value in a person?
i would like to think there isn't any, coz this is among the top values in my list.

think about something that makes u happy for a moment. :)

now think about the following:
-a 'person' that doesn't do what he preaches
-a 'person' that fine about something on one day, but angry about it on another

now think back about the things that makes u happy.. :)

now lets ask ourselves this: am i the 'person'?

ask real hard

have u ever say 'x never try to do anything, there is just no effort' but u yourself never did try to wear the hijab for instance?

or saying 'i dont care what people gonna say' when wearing a tight outfit but worrying so much about what people gonna say when u do not conduct yourself as u should when u wear a hijab?

ask these kind of questions really hard.
on different subjects as well.

if u r the 'person', hate that person!

n believe u have the power to chance.
begin now. do not delay.

p/s: i chose the aurat as the example subject coz the issues is so critical right now, n i'm really bothered with it. really, really bothered.

sumpah aku nyampah ngn org kemaruk..

he's my everything
chentaku
aku dan dia
jodoh anda org negeri X: tepat skali.. die mmg dr
jgn rindu2 ye syg

n ntah pae lagi diorg tulis..
siyes nyampah bhai..
ko cm dh confirm2 je ko kawin ngn die..
ko cite ape ni?? ko idup lagi esok pn blom tntu..
yg ko galabah2 ckp die jodoh ko bagai pehal..

muak tau
MUAK

tolong a..

yg lagi aku nyampah bile break nangis.. cm ape je..
pastu sumpah seranah ex tu..

bapak sedih idup ko..

pastu cite menyesal.. tk nk caye laki bagai.. 3 bln lg ko couple baru..

ape la yg ngarut sgt ni..
pastu cycle tu ulang balik..
ko ni.. cm tin aluminium ko tau.. kne recycle...

siyes sedih tgk ko..

harap allah bg a kt ko hidayah.. atau pn kasi ko cpt kawin..

the answer u give..

this post will be about dakwah..
i know i'm not the best man to talk about this..

it wont be a statement.. i'll try to make it more of a question to be answered together..

when someone comes to u and ask tough, very tough questions
question like: why must we pray 5 times a day.. those kind.. u know right?

we often heard people answer that kind of questions with the hikmah of doing the deeds..

i'm a nobody to say this is a wrong answer..
the person answering those surely have reasons for their answer.. all respect remains..

i'm just trying to bring a new perspective here.. evoking some creative thoughts..

answering those question with the hikmah will cause a confusion between asbab and hikmah, dont u think?

i read a post about asbab and hikmah..
asbab is always: lillah hi ta'alaa..
hikmah can be anything good u can think off..

not excact words*

that's all for this time.. check back ur answer.. :)

p/s: nobody is wrong.. dont get me wrong

subjective stuff.. bla.. bla..

subjective: means that neither are wrong nor right..

we all know his right..
thats y the 'bla.. bla' was in the post title

as always, the question: y when u think about he subjective stuff u did, or say, or whatever verb it was, u will ask: did i do the right thing?

i'm not saying its bad for u to check back what u did..

i'm just saying that: maybe a different question need to be asked.

if a different question is needed.. then: what is the question?

i'm searching it myself..
but i'm having a general idea: was the objective accomplished?

but bare in mind: the objective have to be a complete one, i.e considering all factors..

hope everybody finds their new question.